Wednesday, November 28, 2007, 12:55 PM
Assalamualaikum,
dear blog,
i'm having confusion aite nw.. i jz dun noe hw shld i react.. or wad shld i do..
bt if dis is wad relationship is all abt.. i realli got to do sumtink.. i jz feel dat my relationship is jz nt rite..
i feel insecure sumtimes.. wif all his gerlfwens all ard.. where dey r far more gd lookin.. sexy.. i dun noe.. to cut it short.. dey r betta den me..
sumtimes.. i wan to change myself.. jz lyfe his gerlfwens... gd lookin.. sexy.. thin.. everything.. if dats wad he lyk in a gerl... i willing to change..
at times, i realli wonder whether he is sincere to me.. or am i being too nice to him.. bt d thing is dat.. i dun wan to ctrl his lyfe.. at times, he do nid his freedom.. n dats his choice..
bt.. y in d world shld get jealous over things lyke.. "i made a new gerlfren" "my fren gave my no. to my fren's sister" "dis gerl wanted to get to know me" "d gerl wan to meet me" n d thing is dat.. all along, i knew abt it... haish...
nw, is d tyme i wan to make a decision... wadeva happen, or wadeva he wan to do.. it's up to him.. as long as he knew his limit.. n nt hiding thing fr me... i trust him.. bt dun break d trust i haf towards him..
Love yuNz <3
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