Tuesday, October 02, 2007, 12:09 AM
Assalamualaikum,
sometimes.. it's true.. one doesnt know wad dey wan in life..
ya.. my life in like a boat.. or should i sae a bed of sea.. i dun noe how to put it..
in one way or another... i've hurt a lot of people around me.. basically.. whom i'm referin to are:
- mama - eezaffi - farina - liana - cakh cakh
i jz dun noe wad am i tinkin.. as if.. i dun appreciate their present.. as if.. dey r like nobody in my life...
bt one thing i forgt is dat... dey haf been dere fer me all dis while.. durin my ups & downs... my sorrow & my happiness..
after readin farina's e-mail.. i feel gulity.. am i bein harsh on her.. omigos.. wad did she do wrong to deserve dis..
haven i had enuf.. at times... i realli hate myself.. sometimes... i tink abt myself..
forgt it la.. i deserve dis.. cz i dun appreciate dem.. i hurt their fragile feelings..
IS BETTA OFF I DIE AITE!! mayb.. dats d best solution!!
yuNz_
Love yuNz <3
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