Friday, July 20, 2007, 9:15 AM
Assalamualaikum,
I'm hurt.. I'm dissapointed.. I'm heart-broken.. I feel like crying my lungs out.. I feel like riping my hearts out.. I can't bare with it anymore..
I'm crying right now.. Crying inside.. Where no one knows.. I'm truly hurt..
I can't believe it actually happen again.. I can't believe I called you a friend.. I can't believe I trusted you as a friend.. I can't believe I even had feelings for you.. I can't believe you did that..
Thanks my dear, friend.. And now, alhamdulilah.. I decided to avoid you.. You aren't someone whom I thought you're.. How dumb can I be..
Never I knew.. Your nick refer to her.. Well, I don't know.. It might or might not be true.. Allahu'alam..
You once said: " I don't want to see you hurt' But you just hurt me.. Well, you seldom talk to me.. You seldom ask about my well-beings like you used to..
And yes.. I missed those days.. But now.. I guess... I don't even want that moments to happen to me again.. There's no meaning to it..
I don't even care.. Now, I don't even care whether you're sad or happy... Whether you're sick or healthy.. I'm too hurt to even see your bloody face...
You really hurt me a lot.. A LOT!!!
I can't believe that I stupidly had a crush on you.. Now.. I guess I understand your words.. I understand just what you mean.. And how stupidly believe.. That you care about me.. When it's all LIES!!!
Thanks my dear friend.. I'm not even want to see your pathetic face anymore..
JUST GET OUT MY BLOODY LIFE!! SHOO!! F**K OFF!!
Love yuNz <3
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