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'Cause you said, said he was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love

Image Hosted by PicturePush - Photo SharingSuriyani Saruwan
Known as yuNz
7th October 88
25 Safar 1409
Libra
Republic Polytechnic
School of Information Technology
Diploma in IT Service Management
Part time Sales Asst. & Tutor
Full time Muay Thai Dreamer

aKHBAR aNAKdAGANG aSRI aLWYN aZHAR aZRI eZZAHaSYRANI fATIN hIDER jULZ LiANAaSHURA mAIMANAH mALINA m.aRIFF m.rOMEO qASSIDI qASSRINA sULZ zULAZMIE
Saturday, June 30, 2007, 8:52 AM

Assalamualaikum,

Dere's sumthings dat cannot be undone..
I'm done a lot of sins.
A sins dats will nt b forgiven by my parents nor Allah S.W.T.
Wads d use knowing HIS presence wen I din actively do wads I was asked to..

I'm nw nt me..
Whom many know mw as a cheerful, chirpy, crappy yun..
Nw, i'm jz nt me..
I'm nt myself.. I'm easily frastrated over small matter..
Unsatisfied of wad I'm doin.. Easily verge my anger to someone..
Wad else can I sae..
I'm nearly a devil..
Not yet a Syaitan.. Astahfiruallahalazim..

At times..
I do regret doin things in lyfe..
But wad is done cannt b undone..
Dats for sure..
I guess..
I SERIOUSLY nid help..
But how..
Allahu'alam..

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Sumtimes, I wonder to myself..
Wads so special or good abt me..
I'm nt tryin to boost dis..
Bt y do people looked up on me..
Like Amin once said, " Can I trust you?"
Now d question is..
Can I b trusted?

I really do pity a fwen of mine though..
Is dere a nid for parents to make decisions for us..
Even we r MARRIED??
As far as I know, we r under our spouse's care, aite?
Haish..
It's really sucky wen we r forced to accept decision dat we dont wan to..

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I really nid to brin my butt up..
I really gt to attend trainins dese dae..
And yes, I'm making my days bz..
As u guys know..
I'm taking two tuition in a week..
Sunday, Monday (Change days), Tuesday & Friday..
Wednesday is the day I got Silat luar..
I'm takin silat outside in d same penguruan (Gayong Pasak)
Will join soon together gan abang..
Hee~ Can't wait fer it..

Now, I was thinkin of werkin at 7-11..
Gosh..
I really wan though..
I dun noe whether now is the rite time..
Or during d December Hols..
Hmm..

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D other dae, I saw Zulfikar n d gang..
Under d void deck..
Hehe..
Nak kacau org pon bertempat la..
Org kat sini..
Tak layan la..

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Ps: Mama..
Maafkan yun..
Yun byk uat salah gan mama...
Maafkan yun yer.. )=

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AT LAST!! Culture camp proposal is DONE!!
1 responsibilty is done..
Fuh!!

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Quote of d dae: Verily in the remembrance of Allah do the hearts find rest!

Kepada jejaka yg pernah aku menyintai, nima

Maafkan yun jika yun pernah menyintaimu..
Maafkan yun jika yun tidak nampak keikhlasan nima..
Silap yun kerna yun menganggap pertemuan kita bagaikan satu kelebihan..
Kesilapan yun ada menyintai nima..
Pabila nima cuma menganggap yun sebagai kawan..
Kini..
Yun mengambil keputusan untuk mengudurkan diri dari nima..
Kerna..
Yun malu..
Malu kerna mengambil kesempatan atas keikhlasan nima..
Pertemuan kita adalah begitu indah..
Moga nima sentiasa ceria selalu..
Sehingga kita berjumpa lagi..


Love yuNz <3