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Monday, May 21, 2007, 4:40 PM
Assalamualaikum,
the look of her face.. her beauty.. her personality.. jz make my heart beating fast.. the think of her.. jz make me feel insuperior.. it's make me feel small..
the think of her.. jz make me haf d result of losin him.. yes, i'm deeply in love wif him.. he jz spins my world.. he's sumone hu i ever imagine.. to be wif.. bt..
haish.. it's all my fault though.. if i hadnt confess my feeling to him.. dis thing would nt haf happen.. If i hadnt haf accept his proposal.. i wont b sufferin nw.. if i hadnt haf known him, i'll wont b facin dis situation nw.. if i hadnt love him, i wont b talk to myself..
it hurt me to let him go.. bt the thought of him jz hurt me.. as if sumone had slice my heart deep through..
mungkin, ini takdir yg aku harus alami.. sebagaimana pon.. aku harus tempuhi semuanya.. ya allah, berikan lah aku hidayah utk aku rempuhi semua onak dunia ni.. amin..
i love u ayal.. bt it hurt me wen u still love her.. i noe.. it's my fault.. so dun blame urself.. if i din know u, dis confusion would nt happen.. yes, it hurt u to lose both gerls.. bt it hurt me more dat bcos of me, u cant go to her after ur promises u haf made.. i realli wanna to move away fr u.. bt i jz cant.. honestly n confession to make, i do haf sum doubt in wad u r doin.. bt in wad position am i to ask ur well about, well being, wad r u doin n all.. so ya.. love u dear.. i miss u alwaes syg.. bear dat in mind..
Love yuNz <3
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