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Wednesday, May 16, 2007, 9:41 AM
Assalamualaikum,
Harapan hatiku ingin hidup bahagia
Tetapi mengapa sering saja hati ini diluka
Baru ku cuba nak bercinta lalu engkau pun buat angkara
Mengapa mesti aku yang menjadi mangsa
Harapan untuk kekalan hanya tinggal igauan
Walaupun telah aku bertahan tapi apa kan daya
Retak akhirnya kasih kita tanpa ku tahu apa punca
Mudah benar kau mematah dahan asmara
Sampai bila harus diri ku begini... oh kekasih
Sampai bila mesti kau dera hatiku
Dimanakah janjimu yang kau tabur dulu
Sebelum kuserahkan cinta
Betapa... hancurnya hatiku
Siapa yang ganggu hatimu
Siapa yang rampas cintamu
Katakan padaku biarlah jelas segalanya
Siapa yang sedang kau sayang
Siapa yang sedang kau buru
Berterus teranglah dari kau terus menyiksaku
Maybe I realli realli realli dun derserve any good guy..
Apakah perasaan perempuan seandainya cintanya diduakan... Now, I hate relationship.. Realli hate it so mush.. Mungkin, I'm too soft-hearted.. In the end, it ended up this way.. What can I do? Da takdir.. Apa-apa yang terjadik ader hikmah nyer..
A girl's heart to him and only him.. Bt how stupid can the girl be when the girl is being used or being cheated of..
In my case, I'm playing a wild fire here.. It's my fault for acceptin him wen I knew that he still haf feelin for his Ex.. Back then, I knew I haf a mission to acomplish.. Which is to at least haf 70% of his love towards me.. N I'm successful on that.. But the thing that he promise to be with his Ex if the Ex happen to be in poly.. So yah, the gerl is in poly.. Worst still, she's in RP.. RP.. For goodness sake..
I saw her dis morning.. The more I saw her.. The more I want ayal to go back to her.. HE PROMISED SIA!! I feel bad if people dun keep their promises..
I did told him to go back to her.. So yah.. We did talked abt it yesterdae.. Out of the sudden.. The topic is being raised.. Well, we r nt quarelling.. Bt in a way that I'm makin a decision.. Bt he refused to accept my decision.. A decision of askin him to go back to her.. Bt I din ask for break up.. Wadeva decision he wanna make after that.. I'm gonna haf to accept..
I'll try to free my mind abt dis thing.. I'll try nt to talk to him dese few days.. I need my peacefulness.. Cryin? It wont help..
Klah.. I betta stop dis entry before my heart cry even more.. Ciao people!!
O.o yuNz o.O
Love yuNz <3
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