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Tuesday, April 03, 2007, 10:16 PM
Assalamualaikum,
Should relationship be this painful? I din ask for it.. Den why should I go through all this? I feel like crying.. Ya allah.. Bolehkah hambamu menangis seadanya..
Must a lameness of me be a pillar of our quarrel? Y zul.. Y? Can't I just be happy? Just for todae? You should ask my fren.. Haf I ever been so happy dese dae.. N u.. Y zul? I know who I am to u.. I know u dun appreciate me like I do towards u.. I realise it.. But I pretend it din happen.. How could u do this to me?
At first, ikhsan & khairul were d berrier.. I mean your so called punching bag.. To hurt me.. Sometimes I wonder, haf I ever hurt u in any other way? If i do, how come I din know.. This is the longest relationship dat I've stand wif u.. N I'm happy dat it happen.. Bt y did u alwaez haf to hurt me... Y zul.. I dun hate u, u know.. N I dun care dat u hurt me..
Maybe.. I'm stupid to go on a relationship.. Maybe it's not the rite tyme.. It hurt me so mush wen u sae "tyme saket pandai bwk diri" Haf I trouble u dat mush? Y din u tell me.. I din even ask for ur pitiness.. Nor I ask for ur concern.. The tyme I had a bad gastric was the time I was talkin to you on the phone... If not, nobody know.. N wen I fall sick.. I din even went to visit the doctor.. Sowie to those who tot I went.. I usually suffer it myself.. Even my fren din know wad am I suffering..
Zul, if u like dat wanie so mush.. Go lah... Hu am I to stop u.. I'm just a doll to u rite.. Well, dats wad most of my guys did.. Nevermind.. I'm used to it..
Maybe, todae is not our dae.. Or should I sae.. Todae is not my day.. just hope tmrw will be a better dae for me..
ps: Zul, if i ever hurt you or trouble u in any way.. I'm so sowie.. I just wanna tell u dat I love u in wadeva come wad may.. In future, do tell me if u're tired to even tok to me.. Sowie syg!!
Love yuNz <3
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