Suriyani Saruwan
Known as yuNz
7th October 88
25 Safar 1409
Libra
Republic Polytechnic
School of Information Technology
Diploma in IT Service Management
Part time Sales Asst. & Tutor
Full time Muay Thai Dreamer

Assalamualaikum,

Haf all d happiness come to an end? Wad is d meanin of life? Wad is d true meanin of love? Wad is d definition of fwenship?

I haf a health condition dat I dun share wif anyone.. Cos I dun wan dem to worry abt me.. Especially my mum, my 2 gerlfwens, khai, eza, selatra peeps & hu eva.. Yes, I'm a stubborn gerl nina.. Cant denied dat.. I refused to visit d doctor.. Cos I knew.. I knew dat it's no use..

All in life.. I'm gonna lose.. I'm gonna lose my mum, my family, aunt, cuzzinz, my selatra fwens, my 2 life & death gerlfwens, pakcik khai, romeo, ikhsan, qass, zul n everybody ard me.. I realli lup u peeps.. Bt wad can I do? My life span has been shorten..

As for now.. I dun care a thing.. I dun care abt my life.. I noe many of u guys out dere cared.. Bt wad d heck, aite?

Well, i went to c d doc jz nw.. (atas desakkan my dear fren) Alhamdulilah, nothing serious yet.. Bt i cant go too mush of intensive trainin.. Or else.. *sigh* How i wish i haf my physical back.. i mish sparrin.. I mish all sort of kickin.. I mish lettin people makin me fall.. I mish everything.. Oh dear!! Wad is gonna happen to me next.. D doc sae.. I might haf 50-50 chance of gettin coma.. N all sort of rubbish..

Wad haf i done to derserve dis.. Ya allah.. Ampuni lah dosa ku..

I had a quarrel wif zul again fer d 4th time.. N it's still regardin Ikhsan.. Gosh!! I still dun noe wad is playin on his mind.. Astahfiruallhalazim.. Dun tell me, he's jealous.. Well, we're friends wad.. Bt i noe he was sad.. N i admit.. I was d one hu spark d arguement yesterdae.. I super tired n blur.. "biarlah ikhsan pukul u" n which i was tryin to sae.. "biarlah u pukul dier.. kalo u berani" Wad de heck yuNz..

I noe dis is a child's play.. Bt i dun noe.. As fer nw, i tink i can tolerate wif his attitude.. N i hope i still haf dis patience towards him..

N funnie thing happen yesterdae.. After arguin wif zul, ikhsan was online.. N out of d sudden, i feel so at ease.. Bt too bad, it lasted onli like 30 mins or less.. He was still in camp.. On duty.. Ya allah, on duty still can go msn.. Wad d .. I realli him lotz though.. I'm serious abt dat.. I realli mish his laughter..

Btw, I gt 2 free movie tickets fr acer.. Yipee!! Bt i still dun noe hu to go wif.. Khai, i still haven fill him d details.. Zul, i dun noe la.. Luckily Ikhsan is on duty.. Liana, she werkin.. N d movie start at 7pm.. I guess.. If i haf no one.. Den I guess.. I'll b watchin it alone den.. It's a free movie tickets.. Mind u..

I'm werkin todae.. Aiyo!! Very lazy lor..

Ok lah till dere.. c u again..