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Friday, January 26, 2007, 3:08 PM
Assalamualaikum,
"I DUN WANNA NOE, N PRETENDIN I DIN C ANYTINK"
"THANKS FER ALL D THINGS U HAF DONE"
"MAY U BE HAPPY WIF HER"
Sudah berpisah apa nak buat...
Saat ini kemarau cinta melanda
Pilu... pilu...
Mengenangkan nasib diriku
Oh sungguh pilu...
Wahai... kasih...
Alangkah sedih hatiku
Sayu.. sayu...
Batinku menangis sayu
Hibanya rasa keseorangan
Sampainya hatimu melukakan
Hinakah diriku di sisimu
Mengapa dulu kau cinta
Mengapa kini kau siksa
Sengaja mencari alasan
Menyakiti hatiku
Mengapakah ku merindu
Mengapa hati merayu
Mungkinkah kerna ku terlupa
Aku pernah terluka
Kita dah berpisah
Terpisah dalam cinta
Kenapa oh mengapa
Ini semua terjadi
Hampalah bunga cinta
Kasihku pun melara
Hilanglah oh asmara
Yang kita lafazkan dahulu
Hilanglah serinya
Mana... nak ku pergi
Membawa hati yang lara
Sendu... sendu... kuterima suratan takdir
Sudah berpisah apa nak buat
Nah, it's not bcos I broke up wif a guy or wad.. N at d first place, since wen i haf a guy?? Well, i'm hurt.. i dun wan to elaborate further.. N i haf made my decision.. i'm forgeting u fer gd.. n i may not regret my decision.. selamat tinggal wahai puteraku.. seandainya ada salah dan silap.. maafkan daku..
I may nt look up on u if i've prob.. I will try nt to b overjoyed wen i c u.. I'll nt even try to search fer u.. Insya allah.. I'll try to b wad I used to b last 9 mths.. =) I'll try nt to ask anytink if u seems to haf problem.. I'll keep it jz as frens..
Anywae, update abt todae.. I'm sick.. Still sick.. I dun noe if I'm gg haf fever or nt.. Bt I dun to fall sick.. It's worst den intensive trainin.. Talkin abt trainin.. I'll b havin 5 a week trainin fr 5pm - 8pm.. Exception fer thursday.. It's fr 5pm - 9.30pm.. I really dun wan to join IVP lor.. Bt dey wanted me to b in.. I hate competition.. Cos dey haf high expectation.. den again.. Each time, there's competition.. I'll always lose.. Which is a bad thing to happen lah.. I'm damn scared lar.. HOW?? Anywae, IVP is postponed to JUNE.. Alhamdulilah!!
Sian ar.. I realli dun wan to come to skool todae lar.. Bt sherwin ask me to come.. In d end, sherwin din come to skool... WTH!! Nt fair.. Nvm, Mondae I din come to skool nor training.. Ade hal dikaterkan.. Ler org Singtel nak dtg set up aku nyer wireless.. YESSA!!
Anywae, I suddenly have dis question playing in my mind.. Shld I b in BGR? I've seen d gd n d bad side of relationship? Bt is havin relationship is d onli wae dat u get pampered? Hmm!!
Anywae, dat's all fer todae.. I wanna take a quick nap.. zZzZzzzZZZ!! Bye everyone!!
Love yuNz <3
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