Saturday, December 09, 2006, 2:43 AM
Assalamualaikum,
It's nice to be in a relationship.. I mean.. Wif all d love u can get fr him.. Wheesh!! Isn't it gr8? It's lyk d world is onli fer d both of eu.. Nice rite?
At times, I wanna haf a relationship.. Bt d past flash back to me.. Yes!! I mish Khai.. My ex.. No .. Nt Khai silat.. Bt Khai ex-dragonboat... I mish his hugs.. His concern.. Bt da takde jodoh.. Nak uat cam ner?
N now, I'm findin d real meanin of lyfe.. D true meanin of love.. However, deres no one hu can manage to unlock dat stupid lock of my heart.. How I wish I can jz left it open to all? Den I won't suffer mush.. Bt I can't..
Yes it's true dat it's a normal thing to haf crushes.. Bt too mush are jz headache.. Agree?
Now d qns is.. Am I ready to haf one? Am I prepared? Why I can't jz accept people? Wad do I wan actually? Ya Allah.. Tolong lah hambamu yg lemah ini..
It's true.. Hu am I to all d guys in d world? I'm nt miss universe.. Or miss RP.. Or wad-haf-u.. I'm jz a gerl..
 C??
Bt I noe, n sure dat u can bring me happiness.. Den wad left of me?? Do we belong fer each other?? I hope so.. I can't help it.. N i tink i'm startin to heart eu so mush.. Bt I can't continue.. Bcos.. bcos.. I DUN NOE!!
If dis continue, i would rather b dead.. So, plz haf d honour to slice my heart out.. I can't tolerate dis feelings anymore.. It hurt me.. Astahfiruallahallazim.. yuNz, sabar!! So, let time lead me to rite path.. Insya allah.. Bt den again, i dun wan to put too mush hope on him.. Cos, it'll hurt me eventually.. Entah.. I tink fer now, I rather b fren wif him.. Wanna noe y!! Cos, i'm nt gd enuf fer him.. HAHA!! No lah, actually, i'm happy to b his fren.. Mayb a close one.. Insya allah.. So, wadeva feelings i had fer him.. I put it aside.. I dun wan to tink in depth.. N yes.. Dats my final decision.. I tink!! All d best in ur love life.. I'm sorry.. Bt imagine if were to b together.. Eventually, we'll b separated.. I mean.. U nid to do d guys stuff mah.. BOTAK!! :P Haha.. So, no differences.. So, frens?? I hope it din affect our friendship...

haish!! I went fer job interview todae.. Haha.. I guess wad.. I gt d job.. At motorola.. Yipee!! Bt i tink i gonna mish a lot of silat trainin!! NOOOOOO!!! Den after which, I went to vivo wif lin.. It's a long bus ride to harbourfront.. Sakit bontot!!








Haha.. my masterpiece...
AHHHH!!! AZA... TOLONG!! LAGU JAWO KO STUCK IN MY HEAD...
Love yuNz <3
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