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Tuesday, December 05, 2006, 10:50 PM
Assalamualaikum,
I'm pathetically heartbroken!!
Well, dis is it.. I guess Allah had gave me d ans.. Alhamdulilah.. Syukur!! I guess I'm gonna let u go fr d prison of my heart.. Bt I dun wan.. Bt I haf to.. It's nt bcos, I've found sumone betta or sumtink.. Bt it's bcos she still love u.. I noe it's hard on my stand.. Bt she's my fren.. N I can't do dat to her.. Since she still love u, den b wif her.. I noe, u still love her.. Den go back to her.. Take care of her like u used to..
No worries.. Dis situation is common to me.. I tink I can handle it myself.. Insya allah.. Bt it takes time.. I dun tink I'll regret my decision.. I guess so.. I dun noe.. I dun noe hw I feel rite nw.. Am I heartbroken? Am I depressed? Am I... I dun hw to describe dis feelings of mine..
She still crave fer ur presence.. Talk to her.. Make up wif d things both of u had done.. I'm fine.. Dun worries.. I'm cool.. :'(
Oh yes!! Holidae is here!! Haha.. No skool fer a mth.. Yipee!! Bt den rite, I gt UT on d 1st dae of skool.. Sian.. Ermm, wad shld I do during d holidae? Work? Training? Hang out? Sleepover? Argh!! I guess I'll b at home reading novels.. Haha.. My favourite pastime.. It's been long since I read a book..
Long trainin hours dis thurs.. 5pm - 9pm.. Argh!! TIRED!!.. Bt nvm, I tink I'll b havin fun dere..
Can't wait fer silat camp.. On d 16-17th Dec.. Wuhoo!! I loike!! I guess.. I'll b sleeping lyk an elephant.. Hehe!!
Ok den.. I guess I'll b loggin off soon.. I'm too tired.. C u guys ard..
PS: Lin, on d 17th Dec.. Ptg aku gi umah ko.. Sleepover.. Can? Tag me ASAP.. Hope Farina pon leh.. Den we can, make it a gerls nite.. Onli fer a dae.. PLZ!! =D
Eza, I'm sorry fer scolding u.. I jz dun like gerls to kiss me on d cheeks fer no reason.. :(
Love yuNz <3
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