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'Cause you said, said he was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love
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Monday, December 18, 2006, 1:08 AM
Assalamualaikum,  Had a gr8 time at camp.. Fuh.. I learn seni.. Haha.. Tunggal!! N guess wad, I actually learn 60% of it.. Next step.. will be d golok.. Haha.. Bt I nid to brush up on d free hand first.. Den I can learn d golok.. Haiz.. My knee is acting up again.. ARGH!! I so hate wen dis happen to me.. Cos, i'm unable to do anythink... Freak.. N gosh I can't get to sleep.. Eventhough, I brought my "bantai busuk" along.. N damn, I still can't sleep.. So, d guys actually had to "layan" me.. Izmir aka Bobby with his lame bt funnie joke.. Azhar wif his manje² kind of mood.. Kholiq wif his gile².. Hmm, Suhaimi as a watch guard.. So yah, I'm entertain.. BT I CAN"T SLEEP.. In d end, I'm d last person hu haf nt slp.. sigh.. So, went to MSN, n talk to Romeo.. Thx Romeo fer accompanyin me thru out d mornin.. HEHE!! =D We played tic-tac-toe & checkers game in msn.. Wakaka.. I won him 10-6 fer tic-tac-toe.. YESSA!! Baik ar yuNz.. You'll haf ur rematch sumdae, orite Romeo.. Bt d checkers game, I think we consider it as a draw.. Cos, my comp gt jammed.. Haha.. I tink it's partly bcos I'm losing.. Hehe.. ALASAN yuNz.. Bt thx bro fer accompanying me.. N at d same time, I'm so sorry cos I fell asleep w/o even sayin gdnite.. Sorry.. D nxt dae.. we went fer a morning jog.. Can u believe it.. We run all d way from school to wlds stadium.. Haha.. Alah, no big deal oso.. After which we haf 4 x 100 m run.. Mak ai.. Tired seh.. Den we walked back to school.. Den we had a team bonding game.. We played d "bang" game, "dog-and-bone", "chap-chilli-chap", "say marcoroni" & so on.. Damn syiok.. Enjoy ourself b4 d explosive training.. It's olahraga time.. My all time favourite.. So, we learn al lot.. 3 hours of non-stop trainin.. Except fer 5 mins of water break.. Imagine dat.. Bt I survive.. After which, we had sparring section.. Syg, qaSs takde.. Bt I still spar.. Wif Mai & Eza.. It's gr8 sparrin wif u gerls.. N I'm sorry if I ever hurt u, sumwhere.. So, we end d dae, wif a tired look.. It's all over.. Luckily, I've quit my job.. If nt, I'll b werking yestersae oledi.. sigh.. So overall, camp was a gr8 fun.. Except fer sum parts.. Which I dun think I wanna tok rite here.. I'm actually upset abt myself.. I so hate myself.. U wouldn't wan to noe y.. How I wish.. I'm d old Suriyani.. Hu din noe hw to make frens.. Hu think of others instead of herself.. Hu is noble.. Hu din noe d real meaning of hatred, backstabbing, friendly, gossip & kind-hearted.. YES I SO HATE MYSELF.. I HATE YOU, SURIYANI SARUWAN.. I HATE YUNZ.. I HATE UR FREAKING CHARACTER & ATTITUDE.. WASSUP GERL!! TIRED OF LIVING ISSIT? U THINK U'RE GR8 ENUF ISSIT.. BUZZ OFF GERL.. U'RE A BITCH, U NOE DAT.. SLUT.. ERMM.. OR SHLD I SAY.. U'RE A BACKSTABBING BITCH.. PATRHETIC SLUT.. U'RE A NOBODY.. OK.. SO THINK U'RE BIG, RITE.. N LISTEN HERE BITCH.. U'RE NT BIG.. U'RE JZ A BITCH HU WANNA PPL TO NOTICE U.. U'RE A SLUT HU DIN CARE PPL FEELINGS.. So yah.. I haf let all go.. I'm sorry if my words r very harsh.. Love yuNz <3 |
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