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Thursday, November 30, 2006, 9:01 AM
Assalamualaikum,
Each time i see my tweety bear, it remind me of him.. D him that bought me dat tweety bear fer my bdae.. D him hu went out wif me on my bdae.. D him whom made me tempted to visit RP's 7-11 each & everytime.. D him hu bothers my dreams.. Nw, he's sumwhere servicing his NS.. N nw, i'm all alone.. No one hu i can cared 'bout.. Gosh, I mish him so mush.. Nt as d guy whom i used to like, bt as a fren.. It's quite long since i last saw him.. I really mish him lots.. So, shld i msg him or nt?
Yes i'm damn confused rite nw.. I can't sae dat I'm havin mixed feelings.. Cos... Cos.. I noe dat I dun lar.. Mayb i've confused my feelings.. At first, i made a resolution to myself dat i dun wan to haf any crush to anyone.. Bt i tink, i jz did.. Oh no!!
Ah!! It's onli a crush rite? It's will soon fade rite? Alah, hu cares!! I'm nt a sexy gerl nor pretty.. I'm nt any guys dreams.. I'm jz a typical gerl.. Hey, i'm nt an attention seeker ok..
Damn, i'm gainin and losin weight at d same time.. Hello, fats.. Plz make up ur mind.. Dun b fickle minded like me..
Sumtimes, i dun understand ppl.. Wen we sae "A", dey sae "J".. Well, zul.. It's nt dat i dun cherished u.. Bt I dun wan to tink abt relationship rite nw..(actually, i do wan lar) Bt mayb, u're nt d rite person fer me.. I dun wan to b ur toy.. A toy where u mixed my feelings wif ur pretty words.. It's nt bcos I've a guy in mind dat made me rejected u.. U've to understand.. I haf my own commitment in skool.. My course, my IGs, my families.. I've my own reason & so do u.. I jz lurve my status rite nw..
Kalau da ditakdirkan, aku ader jodoh gan ko.. Insya allah aku terime.. Tapi kalau da jodoh aku gan org laen, u've to face d real facts.. It's nt dat i'm d only gerl in d world fer u.. Deres others. So, enjoy ur youths..
Psst: i'm d "king" of Jungle Inc. Haha!! To bad, nyamuk(iqah) So dayang-dayang, jgn jeles ek..
Love yuNz <3
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