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Tuesday, October 03, 2006, 11:12 PM
Assalamualaikum,
How can a gerl convince herself that he will never haf interest on her? Wen will ever dis particular gerl understand? Wen will dis gerl accept these facts? Wen will dis gerl ever set aside the feeling of shame?
Hey come on gerl, he had his own ideal gerl... Y do u still clingin on him? Wad so special bout dis guy? TELL ME!! Gerl, i nid u to tell me sumting, u noe hu dis guy like, rite? Den tink dis way, wad make u tink dat u're mush betta den de gerls dat he like? No answer rite? Haha... Hehe... Wakaka... LOL... Huhu... Hihi... Keke... Wawa... *evil laugh* DenDUMP HIM!!
Wth am I blabbering bout? *sigh* I can't jz dump him guys... I noe dat i'm nt superior like de other gerls he like... I'm tryin to b humble guys... Wadeva he do, i do take note... I take in consideration... W/o his notice... I jz can't, guys... I'm too engrossed bout him... I cared too mush bout him... I noe dat i won't get anytink in de end... Bt wad else can i do... I can onli admire him from him...
I'm jz like a mad gerl gg around... Hopin dat he's jz alrite... Whether he's happy... Nt bein pressurize... N he's there... I mish him, guys... Reali to de max... Bt i dun tink he noe how i felt 2wards him... Well, he knew i'm around, bt he jz dun notice me... Wad else can i do?
My hearts will onli speak his name...
My eyes will onli on him...
My smile will onli shine fer him...
My ear will onli hear his name...
My mind will onli wonder fer his voice...
My dream wil onli be sweet wen he's around...
Hey guys... Jz bear dis in mind... My heart will onli be fer him... One & onli him... Him onli...
If tomorrow never come...
De 1st ting I wan him to noe dat - how mush i cherished him!! I dun cared whether he din noticed me... Bt i'll continue to like him..
I had a gr8 time buka-ing wif de gerls.. Fantastically fantastic... Wonderfully wonderful... Incrediblely incredible... I jz had a gr8 laugh wif u gerls... Seriously... Too bad Fath n Mat Nur can't join us... Haiz... Fath, da sombong sey... Da tak hangout gan kiter... Kwn luper kiter sey... Mat Nur lak... Gah on de process of passin his "crazy" taxi drivin lesson... Haha... Nur, nur... Aku da pass pon... Lembab benar ar ko... Wakaka... Kiddin... Jgn majok hah? Btw Nur, cepat cepatlah pass lesen tu.. Leh aku hire ko jadi gueinyer personal chauffeur... Keke!!
PS: Ella, bersabarlah... I noe it's hard on you... Bt wadeva happen, ade hikmahnyer... Jz haf a time break... Dun stress urself over such small matter... Opps, it's supoose to b a big matter rite? *sigh* I'm such a bad advisor... N de selatra peps, sowie fer nt buka-ing wif ya... Reali sowie... I din mean to abandon u... Bt yah... I put my former klasmate as my priority... So sowie... I'll haf iftar wif u guys nxt wk, orite? And one more ting, Kholiq, bdk silat, sowie if my words r harsh... N umar, nice meet u & ur dear fren... Ajak him often... Kenal2 gan bdk silat... Guys, dun tink differently... I dun haf crush on him hah... My heart will onli on him, ok? It's jz fer introduction... So other selatra peps know him.... =D
Ikhsan is still in Rp rupernyer... N all along, i tot dier da g NS sey... So yah, he haven been called yet... Tunggu menanti yer cik bang... Bt b4 u go, plz bid a farewell to me... Dun jz vanished hah? Cam peleset!! Oh ya, I gt to talk to Ikhsan 2dae... I'm happy lah... Da lamer sey tk bbl.. He's nt even online in MSN... He's BZ lately... Workaholics boi...
I din noe whether my gf is teasing me or wad lah...
"Su, dier cari kau!!"
"Yelah tu krg.. Haha!!"
"Betul, tak cayer tanyer Ella"
"Yelah krg... Krg uat lawak ah... Dier nk cari aku?"
"Betul"
"Cubit lah aku kalo btul2 dier cari aku"
"Ella, tadi dier cari yun kan?"
"A'ah, dier tanyer mane suriyani... Aku tunjuk kan luar ar... Tu ar aku ketuk kat tingkap"
Shld I believe their words... Bt it's jz too strange dat he's lookin fer me... Reali? Ikhsan finding fer Suriyani... Haha!! Funnie gerls!! Allahu'alam... Biar lah... Mungkin betul... Mungkin tidak!! Sowie gerls fer nt believin u guys...
I'm so exhausted... I'm too tired... *yawn*
Orite guys... Wanna sleep!! Nitez... Lurve ya... Muacks...
Love yuNz <3
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