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Tuesday, September 12, 2006, 8:09 PM
Assalamualaikum,
Assalamualaikum,
Hmm... Wat haf our dear yunz do todae...
1. Sms her dear fren, Zulfikar
2. Get her brother a haircut (nice hair job, bro) *hehex*
3. Watch CLICK (it's damn nice show)
4. Send her sweet mother to work
5. Meet her bestie fren, Liana @ Cwp
6. Broke her friendship wif Zulfikar due to some conflicts *sad*
7. Went to her religious klas n saw de man in red(Zulfikar)
8. Saw her Mr.Sunshine online (bt din talk, wth)
9. Chat wif her peps
10. Grab a ticket to dreamland
Well, it's her lyfe fer todae
At times, I feel myself as a slut... Which I noe I'm nt... Issit? Certain point of time, I feel myself I'm a bitch ... Which I noe I'm nt a typoical one... Am I? As people might sae, u might win in a game, bt dat doesn't mean I might win in lyfe... Which it's true actually... Some people might tink dat we're happy... Bt deep inside, onli god noe hw painful it is...
In lyfe, deres a LOT of obstacles... Which u wouldn't noe wher it is... At times, u're trapped... At times, u'll get hurt... Even worst, u might die fr it...
I'm nt dat strong anymore... i might jus go one dae... I'll nvr noe wen... Klau da takdir aku pegi, nak uat cam ner... Da sampai masernyer... Bt if happen I do go first, de onli ting dat I wan is to get my family together(which is my real dad), my cousin n frens...
I mish my dad so mush... I din noe wen is de last time I met him... Hw I wish he's juz beside me... N i'm dere wen he's sick or hungry or juz nid to be loved... *sobb*
"Why mus HE take away my happiness fr me? Why?"
Astaghfiruallahalazim
Klah... It took time fer me to reflect wateva happen todae... N one more ting...
PS:-I nid ur advise on dis.... Why am I so called bersikap dingin gan lelaki sejak kebelakang ini? Kenaper? Aper puncer2nyer? I dun wan to b sexist... Please... Please help me...
Love yuNz <3
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