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Friday, May 26, 2006, 11:19 PM
Assalamualaikum,
* Stalkers r usually jilted lovers whose jealousy leads them to pursue their former partners’ wif inappropriate n frightening zeal. *
* Too much jealousy is a bad thing, but so is too little! *
* How many ppl would feel their partner truly loved them if they never showed any signs of jealousy at all? *
Well, I assume you guys out there had a rough idea wat I’m ‘bout to express in dis very blog n dis very dae, rite? You guys r damn intelligent, I tell you!! *grins* JEALOUSY!! Guess wat I published on my MSN nick todae?
~ Why is there jealousy in me towards you? ~
I’ve been playing the role of a detective these daes. Jus to solve de puzzle of my complicate heart of mine. It’s really a tough mystery to solve, I admit. Dat’s y, I’m trying to consult a professional here!! Wakaka!! However, later I found out dat it’s nt onli lust I develop on him bt I’m starting to have dis strange feelings of mine. LOVE?? Perhaps!!
I din noe y I had dis sense of jealousy towards hi. Every breath n every move he take seems awkwardly strange to me, if I were to put it in. Each time, he chat wif my female classmate of mine, I feel extremely jealous. Bt I din shows my emotions nor making it obvious fer de others to notice.
Now, my next case will be: - Why do I LOVE him? Wat specialty does he showcase dat other guys don’t?
I’m trying my best to maintain my “Craziness” towards him. I din wan him to feel dat I’m too obsess over him, which I am. I din wan him to keep his distance away from me, ‘cos I’ll never noe how I’ll react if dat situation reali happen.
Love yuNz <3
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