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Saturday, May 20, 2006, 11:09 PM
Assalamualaikum,
Assalamualaikum,
I din noe why I'm being such a sentimental girl dis daez... Whoever evade my MSN nick... Dey noe... It's jus nt me, u see... I used to b aggressive girl, I tink... Bt definately nt sentimental_jiwang.com kind of person... I admit I listen sentimental/love songs... Back in Secondary School daez... Rite guys?? Bt nt being sentimental myself... Haiz!! Wonder where my other self went to?? Vacation, maybe??? *hmm*
I'm still searching the puzzles dat had been missing since the beginning of de month of May... Bt it seems nowhere to b found... I search high n low... Bt no prevailed... Gosh... Wat am I feeling rite now?? I'm confused... Lost in a complicated maze... Wat am I thinking?? Wat am I suffering?? SHIT!! Why must it b jumbled up... It's damn messy man...
I'm trying to run away from the facts of life... To b more precise... Love-Crush-Lust life... It's jus make ur life more complicated... U might b lost in a maze where there's no help from no one... U suffered dis maze alone... Without anyone guiding u... N this is where problem solving module come in handy... *haha*
" I wanted to b wif u, bt I can't seems to b near u... Why can't u understand wat I'm goin thru?"
I do have a great time yesterday... Went out wif Farina n Liana... These two minahs really make my dae... Eventhough I'm tired... Dey really spark de boredom I'm goin thru...
Well, basically... I've NO MOOD TO TALK TO ANYONE... Even HIM!! De HIM whom I had in mind since *hmm* I forgot wen... Gosh!! Why man I'm behaving like this??
Wanna noe sumtink? I jus been gossip wif D dat dis D like me... Wat de hack?? I wonder if HIM take in consideration on dat gossip... *Astaghfiruallahalazim* I din have any close relationship wif D, k guys... We're FRIENDS!! Bear dat in mind...
Ya allah!! My schedule is damn tight next week... Stress!! Tired!! Sleepy!!
Monday --> Tutoring
Tuesday --> Training
Wednesday --> Movie mania (Wif my W24M peps) & Tutoring
Thursday --> Training & Yassin N Tahlil
Friday --> Tutoring
Saturday --> Training
Sunday --> REST!! (At last)
The BIG T next week... Argh!! I heard my mum wanna bring me to Batam... YUHOOO!!! HOLIDAY!!! Alhamdulilah...
I guess I understand wat Khairul going thru last time... COMMITMENT!! I can't find time wif my family already... I missed the bonding... *sad* I really dun noe wat is goin on in my family... My friends?? I seldom contact... Onli wen I'm free dat I'll ask fer their well-being... Other than dat... Haiz... God noes!!
I suddenly missed sumbody... *Starting to cry* I miss... I miss... I miss Nenek Boyan(my grandmother) *Sobb* I really miss her... Onli God know wat I'm goin thru... Good heavens... Nenek, yun rindukan nenek... Better stop mention 'bout her... B4 I cry any further...
Huhu!! Raihan... My tutor had a slight improve in maths... Well, it doesn't mean he pass lah... Bt there's an improvement... N he shld b proud of it... Cos, dis shows dat he can do it... Keep it up!!
Ok... dat's all fer today...
Wa'alaikumusalam,
yuNz LiMau_
Love yuNz <3
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