Journey to Sorrow
Tuesday, December 13, 2005, 5:47 PM
Assalamualaikum,
Fuh... What a relief!! 11 days of work experience is really wonderful... Even there's ups and downs, but I really enjoy it.. I mean communicating with the customers, packing stuff and get to know different types of people in Singapore.. I really miss that job though..
- I miss my daily customers
- I miss serving their needs
- I miss the fun I had
- I miss Firdaus and Amir
Frankly speaking... I miss EVERYTHING!! Really a journey of my life that I won't forget.. I wonder if I ever get to do this job again... And whether I can meet Firdaus and Amir <-- The childish chap.. Eventhough, I've done working... But my mind is still not at ease... My heart is throbbing as if something bad is about to happen... Ya Allah, why am I feeling this way? Both of my loved ones is not in normal condition... - My mum currently suffered from heart attack... I really can't believe that my mum is not that "healthy". It's as if she is undergoing what my grandmother is going through.. Just last week, my mum went for "ballonning". And that's cost a lot... I really don't know what is going to happen next... Adakah ini dinamakan balasan? Atau ada hikmah disebaliknya?
- Khairul, on the other hand, I don't know what really happen to me... But I know that he's hiding something that I shouldn't know... I think...
What's going to happen next? I really don't know... Sepertimana mereka cakap - KITA MERANCANG, DIA MENENTUKAN... Kita harus terima qadar dan qada' nya... Tapi, aku tidak mampu kehilangan kedua-duanya.. Tanpa mereka, aku kesunyian... Tanpa mereka, tidak ada gunanya aku hidup di dunia... Ya Allah, selamatkan mereka... Sembuhilah mereka... Jika inilah balasan yang ingin kamu tujukan... Cukuplah.. Mereka sudahpun cukup menderita... Ampunilah dosa mereka... Sememangnya, kau MAHA PENGASIH LAGI PENYAYANG... AMIN..
Love yuNz <3
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