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'Cause you said, said he was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love

Image Hosted by PicturePush - Photo SharingSuriyani Saruwan
Known as yuNz
7th October 88
25 Safar 1409
Libra
Republic Polytechnic
School of Information Technology
Diploma in IT Service Management
Part time Sales Asst. & Tutor
Full time Muay Thai Dreamer


aKHBAR aNAKdAGANG aSRI aLWYN aZHAR aZRI eZZAHaSYRANI fATIN hIDER jULZ LiANAaSHURA mAIMANAH mALINA m.aRIFF m.rOMEO qASSIDI qASSRINA sULZ zULAZMIE
I'm back
Saturday, October 08, 2005, 6:11 PM

Assalamualaikum,

Haiz, it's been a week since I last touch the computer. I'm currently at my aunt's house now. For what? Use the computer lah. What else? I can't use the computer at home. There's something wrong with the internet connection, I think. Haiz, this small thing always happen. What to do? That computer doesn't belong to me. I have to understand.


Guess what? I'm turning 17 yesterday. It's a great experience though. In the morning, I got a yellow slip - LATE!! Is not that I oversleep or something but the bus actually breakdown. Can you believe that? Luckily, I'm not alone. With me are Jannah, Lela and Hidayah. Later on that day, I received my history marks. I was devestated when I saw my marks. 20 out of 50. Haiz, I can't depend on my social studies marks. I didn't take the paper. Which mean, if the marks is rated, I get 40 out 100 for Combined humanities paper. FAILED!! I don't know what comes out of my mind, asking me to calculate the paper again. So I did. To my surprise, I actually got 30 out of 50. Mr. Bambang miscalculate it. Fuh! From E8 to B4. Wow, what a BIG jump.


I know, when your birthday is today, you have to be happy, right? Well, I'm not! My mum didn't wish me first. Not the usually thing she did every year. But nevermind. No big deal. Right? I'm big girl already. Yesterday, I went to Causeway Point alone. That's okay. I'm used to it. However, I make a big mistake. Wanna know why? I didn't actually asked Mr. Anwar to accompany me. And I feel bad about it. I feel like writing a story, you know.


Life is like a journey. You'll never know when it'll end. As for me, I want to end everything. My misery, my problems, my stressful life, my desperation, my sorrow, my everything. I want to be born again. Again to see the world. To mend my way of life. Sadly, it won't happen. I believe in miracle. But I don't think this will happen. All I have to do is imagine it.


Okay that's all for today. See you guys some other time. Oh ya before I forget. Happy Birthday Hidayah. Love ya a lot. And to you guys out there too. Muackx.. Gonna miss you lots. From me to you. Sigining off now. Take care.

Love yuNz <3