What Happen?
Wednesday, September 21, 2005, 11:59 AM
Assalamualaikum,
What is going to happen to my friendship? Is this what they called fate? First was Farahanah. Then, Sharul.. And now, Hetty? Why must this happen? Our last year together..
Farah... She's been my friend since I step my foot to woodlands... Fun person to mix around... We enrolled in the same school in our secondary school life... 1N4, 2n4... Den we are separated.. Each of us were placed in different class... Den there's the conflict occurred.. We accidentally forgot to meet... Most of the lastest gossip are shared among us... We nearly forgot to tell her... What do you expect?? We are human beings.. We tend to forgot things sometimes... especially important things... Later then i know that she actually waited for this very moment... A moment when she can actually break our seven years of friendship.. Reason? We didn't wait for her... Hello!! We rush back to you... and how do you react?? HACK CARE... KAU NYER PASAL?? Is it?? I really don't know what to say to you... You are all grown up... You know how to differentiate what is right and wrong... Go ahead and do your stuff... I can't be bother..
Sharul, I don't know wassup with him.. We neither talk nor see each other.. I really don't get it.. Why did he reacted as if did something wrong?? After that incident, he did not even talk to me.. Last Tuesday, I merely smsed him.. stating that I can't study with him.. cos I'm meeting my dad that particular day... This is what we message..
Me: Arul, i'm sori i can't go study with u todae... i ve a date with someone.. hehe..
Around two-thirty he smsed me back..
Sharul: Khairul ke hadi scandal kak
What the hack? Why must hadi be in the picture? What is there between me and him? NOTHING!! REALLY NOTHING.. NOT EVEN FRIENDS WHATSOEVER!! Really don't understand his motive behind all this.. What is he trying to conclude here? I also don't know..
Then I smsed him again..
Me: Arul marah ker? I sori... Really2 sori... and guess what he answered?? Sharul: Tk tau Fine then... However I'm not satisfied with his answer though.. Then I ask him again...
Me: Akak de uat salah ke?? Sharul: Tk tau..
What the F***!! Semuer tak tau.. LAntak kau ah... Tak nak bilang sudah... Benci tul.. Now.. Each he sms me... I can't be bother.. Cos i know what the answer will be like.. TK TAU!!! And that two words will not be in my LIFE DICTIONARY... Including I DON NOE and anything associated with it...
Hetty, my close friend... Who always there if I need someone to accompany me home... A good listening ear.. But, what happen?? Yesterday, she didn't even talk to me... Frankly speaking, I miss her bubbly voice.. I wanna hear her lastest gossip... lastest story... But what happen? NOTHING?? Who should I blamed?? In this case, I can't blamed anyone? Not even Liana...
Mungkin, dah takdir... Takdir untuk luahkan segala rahsia hidup... MAsa untuk membuat segala confession...
Adakalanya, memang tak adil bila diduga sebegini.. Namun, apa harus kita lakukan.. Dia yang menentukan segalanya... Kita cuma mampu terima qada dan qadarnya..
Love yuNz <3
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